Why I love October!

Hello you guys! It's been a long time! Well, it's getting one of my FAVORITE times of the year, FALL!!!! I love October! It starts cooling down (Thank you Jesus!) the leaves start changing really pretty colors, and IT SMELL LIKE PUMPKIN EVERYWHERE! (That's my favorite.) I have lately had an unhealthy addiction to Pinterest. Tomorrow I am going to be putting up some decorations with family and Tyler (my boyfriend), listening to Halloween music, and then we will be watching The Nightmare Before Christmas, so I'm pretty excited! I might even make some awesome snack! We'll just have to see! I will probably post some pictures and stuff of how good we did! I am so ready to get some pumpkins too! I am also going to haunted houses with friends! So, YAY! Anyway there will be a lot of pictures and such, Halloween is also my favorite because it begins the holidays! Yay!!!! Hope everyone has a good day!

Why I find my relationship much better than most...

So a lot of people say I'm "obsessed" with my boyfriend, I apparently think our relationship is 'perfect' which is bull crap. I WILL, however, say it's much better than most. Our relationship isn't based on sex. Most people in high school say 'I love you' after they have sex. Sadly, most of the time it isn't true. Just because you have sex with someone doesn't mean you love anyone anymore. Sex is, to my mind, disgusting when I think of it in high school. It used to be a way you said I love you. ANYWAY. Tyler doesn't look at me for my looks and how much 'I give him'. People have told others that we've done so much than we really have. All we ever really do is play video games or we're out watching a movie having a good time. I'm with him because I know I can trust him and just his presence makes me warmer. I'm not going to say I'm sure it'll last forever. I will hope for it but only God knows what will come out of it. We get into arguements a lot...it happens. I'm comfortable around him. So I'm not 'obsessed' with my boyfriend. I just love the fact that our relationship is how it is. We've been together 4 months tomorrow and it HASN'T been perfect like every other couple says theirs is but it's been quite a trip. I love him a lot and I hope we're ALWAYS friends through whatever <3  

Since its Valentines Day and such...

To me, today is just Tuesday. I did buy Tyler this that and the other but I didn't want anything is return. I don't want anything because the best gift is the one he gives me everyday. Valentines day should be a reminder to guys of how to treat a lady not just on ONE day but every day. Tyler means the world to me and people think that because were best friends means we are perfect and never fight and such.....LOLOLOLOLOL WRONG. We are just like any other couple in the world. I get annoyed with him just as he gets with me but the smile he has....I could never stay mad at him. Teenage love, high school sweet heart, whatever it may be all I know is that my life is straight and he makes it to where I don't have to worry about how I look and when I get mad he always gives me the best hugs and makes me feel better. I have loved this kid for a LONG time now at first, I pushed him away just to stay friends but now I'm SO glad were together I love you Tyler Jovan Castellanos :)